Tired

This blog will probably make no sense. I am running on four (ish) hours of sleep and a cup of cappuccino. There was also a banana with peanut butter involved. I have laundry going for a guy who I do not even know. I am waiting for the dryer to complete so that I can run to Kroger and pick up a few things.
I want to bake. I found a recipe called "the brownie that will change your life." I must try this recipe. I was reading it over and it sounds amazing. It also sounds pretty easy. I hope it looks as good as the picture when I am done.
I work at 3 and am trying to squeeze in a nap beforehand. However since I am doing laundry for MCREST (Macomb County Rotating Emergency Shelter Team), I am not sure if I will be able to or not. They are just lucky that I am a nice girl. ^_^ I should go to bed early tomorrow and Wednesday so that I can conserve some energy. I am glad my church only does this once a year. If they did it anymore, I would be a dead girl a walkin.
Another note.
I decided, after a lot of praying, that from now until next summer I am flying solo. I need time for myself. I need to have a relationship with myself. I have no had one in so long. I also need to work on my relationship with God. While we always talk I feel distant from him. It is weird. I know he is always there for me but I feel I am not always there for him. Well God, I am here now. I am going to work on our relationship because you are amazing!
Next summer I may be interning in Walt Disney World. It is a program through my school. It would be my last hooray before I head off to Wayne State. This may mean that I have to take my last two Macomb classes at Wayne but I am okay with that. Besides, I was told that the Shakespeare teacher at Wayne is phenomenal! I think some time outside of Michigan would be good for me. I need to get away for a little while, even if it is just for the summer. That will give me time to explore and see what other possibilities are out there for me. I would love to just quit Wendy's and drive with no destination in mind. Just drive and see where the world takes me. That would be exciting. However, as adventurous as I am, the thought of that is a little scary. I am going to pray on it. I need to know if I am on the right track. I need to know if teaching truly is my life's mission. Please pray for me. Thanks!