To hot chocolate....metaphorically.
I am always looking for my next cup. I am always hoping that out there, will be the one relationship in which my hot chocolate will be just right.
Not too hot.
Not too cold.
Not too salty.
Not too sweet.
I have yet to find perfection.
My parents will be celebrating 30 years next month. I could not be happier for them. They have what I consider a Gharadelli hot chocolate. They have the top of the line hot chocolate. Sometimes their whip cream spills and they argue. However, they are going strong. I really look up to them and can only hope that I have a long lasting relationship like that someday.
Just not soon.
I need to live my life for myself for a little while longer. I need to be selfish. I need time to be with myself. It is relaxing. For the most part it is stress free.
I have to keep reminding myself that until the summer at least I am flying solo.
I keep trying to make hot chocolate happen.
BUT
I know in my heart that I need to be single for awhile.
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