I am an ass.

I feel like such a failure when I let people down. My never ending need to please people hurts me. When I know I cannot please someone I get upset. If I know I let someone down I get angry with myself. It is tiring. I know I cannot please everyone but for some reason I still try. I cannot help but want everyone to like me. It is nagging to me if I think someone does not like me. It is a real annoying trait that I fight daily. My mom is upset with me right now. I know she will get over it but now I am upset. I locked my keys in my car and because my AAA card was IN the car I was not able to call them to unlock it for me. My mom, being the nice and amazing woman that she is, came up to the gym (where I locked myself out) and gave me a key. When I got home I thanked her and she said that I was better off not talking to her. I feel like such an ass. I cannot stand when she especially is mad at me. She is supposed to take me shopping for my birthday tomorrow and I almost feel like now that I do not deserve it. This sucks.