stupid memoir.

I have to rewrite the first 8 pages. I lost my flash drive. I am kind of upset. I am wasting time. I could of had the first half of my memoir done today. No kidding. Now I have to rewrite it. Good thing it is a memoir. Meaning it is my memory. Meaning it is easy to write. All I have to do is recall memories again. Fortunately I am in the good memories still and I did not get to the serious parts yet. I can only live through the sad parts of this memoir once. It is going to be hard enough for me to write when I have to face all the emotions I went through in my friendship with Terrence. I miss him terribly and I am probably going to cry when I read it out loud to my classmates.Now I am on here to get my thoughts going and to get over a writer's block. I have discovered that writing in here really gets my juices going. Reading the textbook for this class really gets my inspired too. I also concluded that I cannot actually write on a computer. I can type what I already wrote but I cannot write. I need a notebook and a pen or pencil. When I type it I edit as I type. I make it better. There is no creativity for me when I restrict myself to the computer. It seems so final. I do not like that. Well I am going back to my memoir. Hopefully I can knock a lot of it out today. Wish me luck!
P.S. Does anyone want to read it when I am done? If so, I can put it in here in parts. Considering it is going to be 30-40 pages when I am done I do not want to post it all at once. I will post it in parts so it will be easier for you all to read. Let me know! :)