it is hot out

This was going to be a drunken blog. I must confess.
However, when I was trying to write in the body of my blog, it was not allowing me on my phone. It kept opening the search engine. This I did not appreciate.
By the way I am single.
Yes. I broke up with Devin.
It had to be.
It is better this way.
If one has to question a relationship, in my mind, it is not meant to be. It did not feel right anymore. It got to the point where I got annoyed when he would message me. There were awkward pauses where words should have been.
I thought and prayed on it for a long time.
It was not an easy decision by any means. I know he is hurt. He probably hates me right now. But, why do I want to stay in a relationship that I am unhappy in?
There was nothing he could do.
It just was not working anymore.
Moving on.
I need to update this more?
Why?
A good friend of mine and I were talking. (The same friend that encouraged me to begin this blog in the first place.) we decided that I could have a secret admirer who read this and I would not even know. How cool would that be?
Dear Secret Admirer,
If you are reading this. Or if one exists, keep on reading. I hope you enjoy and that someday we meet in New York. New York because it is my dream to live there.
Now I have no one holding me back.
I have nothing but support.
That's right.
New York, I will see you soon.
Secret Admirer, I hope you sing well. I melt for a guy with a good voice. Ask anyone. They will confirm it without hesitation.
Now I need to get back to my assignment for creative writing.
Thank you for listening.