That small whole, the gap in the trees, reminds me of Heaven. Or, it reminds me of what I think Heaven will be like when I get there. While no one knows what heaven is like, because no one has been there and back, I imagine it is the most beautiful place in the world. It is more beautiful that I picture I can take can describe. This picture is the best I can do to interpret what I think Heaven will be like. A part of me wants someone to be able to come back and tell me how amazing Heaven is...but that would kind of ruin the fun of the surprise wouldn't it? Then again, I kind of hate surprises...well, not if I do not know they are coming.
I like to think that I am always in control of my life. When I start losing control, I freak out. I do not know how to react. Slowly but surely I am getting better at this. I have been reminded time and time again that ultimately I am not in control of my life. There is this guy named God who is amazing. He is in control. However, no one understands my relationship with God better than me and, God. You see,God and I have come to an understanding. While I know that he is in control. He lets me think that I am in control. No one believes me on this but I am okay with that. It is how I feel so really there is no right or wrong. Because he is awesome and is always there for me when it feels like no one else is, this blog is dedicated to God!
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