Oh motivation, where did you go?

Motivation. Obesession. I wish the two would meet. I am obsessing about this paper that I am writing on The Great Gatsby. I am writing about the American Dream and how Gatsby interprets it. I have seven books to read and study harder until I can fully commit to this paper. It is tough but I am determined to bust it out in the next two days. My intention is to be able to have my teacher proofread it sometime next week so I am able to get a good grade on it. I am obsessing. I obsess over every paper that I write. If I did not obsess I would not have papers turn out as well as they do. I love writing papers. More than that I love writing amazing papers and receiving good grades on them. Yet I am having trouble finding motivation and inspiration. I think the warm weather is getting to me as it always does. Stupid nice weather. I also think that I am so anxious to be out of Macomb. I am eager to start at Wayne State and obtain my bachelors. It has taken me a long time to get to this point but that is because I am very indecisive. Mark my word, I am going to focus completely on this stupid paper the next few days.