so far so good.

There is this boy who I really like. You could call him my boyfriend. I really hope things work out between us in the end of it all because he is very special to me. The end.

Special education it is. I have been going back and forth for at least this past year. I was not sure if I was up for teaching special education or if I was just going to teach the normal kids. Last Tuesday I had to make a hard decision at a split of a second. I talked to a counselor and she asked me if I wanted to go into special education or not. I did not have time to ponder it any longer. Time was ticking and I knew I had to come up with an answer. I was pondering this for so long that I knew the answer. I know that special education is the way to go for me. It is going to be challenging. I am going to be pushing myself hard. I plan on finishing at Wayne State at the end of the 2014 school year. Hopefully in the fall of 2015 I will have a job lined up. If I do not have a job lined up, I will be doing some job hunting. I know in my heart that this is what God wants me to do. I know he wants me to work on my patience. Now is the time. There is a grant for students going into special education. I can get up to $4,000 a year...I think that is what it said. Talk about a deal breaker! I am going to keep praying to God that I stay focused and on the right path. Here is to the next few years of my life. They are going to be difficult and I am going to be pushing myself hard. I know that in the end it will all be worth it.

El oh El

School is back in session. It is time to stop having fun and get back to the nitty gritty that is college. My online class began yesterday and I am already really getting a lot out of it. This is going to be a challenging class but I know that I can do well. If I do not get A's this semester there is something wrong with me. That thing wrong has a lot to do with procrastination. I got my education plan for Wayne State today. Most of my Level 1 classes were completed through Macomb, thank God! I will be able to register for Level 2 in the Winter of 2012. (I hope) My plan is to be done with my bachelor's by 2015. I just need to stay focused and work hard. I am planning on taking four classes in the fall. It is going to be a challenge but I know I can do it. I am going to have little to no time for socializing but right now that is not what matters. I am going to be pushing myself hard to complete Wayne State as soon as possible. If no one hears from me for awhile, that is the reason why.

One day

I am going to be published. The words that I write on paper will be enjoyed across the country by millions. Okay, so maybe it will only be enjoyed by my family and friends. But, that is my mission. I want everyone to read the thoughts that come out of my head. I want everyone to know what I am thinking. That is probably conceited but I am over it.
I have lost my interest in reading and that makes me a little frustrated. I used to spends hours upon hours reading. I used to love being taken into places that I may never experience in real life. I have replaced it with watching mind numbing sitcoms. I have found it does nothing for my IQ but it does give me many good quotes to memorize. They make me laugh. I want to get back into the world of literature though. I have a book started and it is good so far. I just want to continue reading. I know when my english class begins I will be reading a lot. I will also be writing essays. I miss writing essays. It makes me feel accomplished when I write something good and get a good mark on it. Nerd? Yes. You didn't know?